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Natanail1993 Guestbook arya2085 (13 years ago)* ﺷﺒﯽ ﻏﻤﮕﯿﻦﺷﺒﯽ ﺑﺎﺭﺍﻧﯽ ﻭ ﺳﺮﺩﻣﺮﺍ ﺩﺭ ﻏﺮﺑﺖ ﻓﺮﺩﺍ ﺭﻫﺎ ﮐﺮﺩ ﺩﻟﻢ ﺩﺭﺣﺴﺮﺕ ﺩﯾﺪﺍﺭ ﺍﻭ ﻣﺎﻧﺪ ﻣﺮﺍ ﭼﺸﻢ ﺍﻧﺘﻈﺎﺭﮐﻮﭼﻪ ﻫﺎ ﮐﺮﺩ ﺑﻪ ﻣﻦ ﻣﯽ ﮔﻔﺖ ﺗﻨﻬﺎﯾﯽﻏﺮﯾﺐ ﺍﺳﺖ ﺑﺒﯿﻦ ﺑﺎ ﻏﺮﺑﺘﺶ ﺑﺎ ﻣﻦ ﭼﻪ ﻫﺎﮐﺮﺩ ﺗﻤﺎﻡ ﻫﺴﺘﯽ ﺍﻡ ﺑﻮﺩ ﻭ ﻧﺪﺍﻧﺴﺖ ﮐﻪ ﺩﺭﻗﻠﺒﻢ ﭼﻪ ﺁﺷﻮﺑﯽ ﺑﻪ ﭘﺎ ﮐﺮﺩ ﻭ ﺍﻭ ﻫﺮﮔﺰﺷﮑﺴﺘﻢ ﺭﺍ ﻧﻔﻬﻤﯿﺪ ﺍﮔﺮ ﭼﻪ ﺗﺎ ﺗﻪ ﺩﻧﯿﺎ ﺻﺪﺍﮐﺮﺩ* arya2085 (13 years ago)(ﺩﺭ ﻭﻓﺎﯼ ﻋﺸﻖ ﺗﻮ ﻣﺸﻬﻮﺭ ﺧﻮﺑﺎﻧﻢ ﭼﻮ ﺷﻤﻊﺷﺐ ﻧﺸﯿﻦ ﮐﻮﯼ ﺳﺮﺑﺎﺯﺍﻥ ﻭ ﺭﻧﺪﺍﻧﻢ ﭼﻮ ﺷﻤﻊﺭﻭﺯ ﻭ ﺷﺐ ﺧﻮﺍﺑﻢ ﻧﻤﯽ ﺁﯾﺪ ﺑﭽﺸﻢ ﻏﻢ ﭘﺮﺳﺖﺑﺲ ﮐﻪ ﺩﺭ ﺑﯿﻤﺎﺭﯼ ﻫﺠﺮ ﺗﻮ ﮔﺮﯾﺎﻧﻢ ﭼﻮ ﺷﻤﻊﺭﺷﺘﻪ ﯼ ﺻﺒﺮﻡ ﺑﻤﻘﺮﺍﺽ ﻏﻤﺖ ﺑﺒﺮﯾﺪﻩ ﺷﺪﻫﻤﭽﻨﺎﻥ ﺩﺭ ﺁﺗﺶ ﻣﻬﺮ ﺗﻮ ﺳﻮﺯﺍﻧﻢ ﭼﻮ ﺷﻤﻊﮐﻮﻩ ﺻﺒﺮﻡ ﻧﺮﻡ ﺷﺪ ﭼﻮﻥ ﻣﻮﻡ ﺩﺭ ﺩﺳﺖ ﻏﻤﺖﺗﺎ ﺩﺭ ﺁﺏ ﻭ ﺁﺗﺶ ﻋﺸﻘﺖ ﮔﺪﺍﺯﺍﻧﻢ ﭼﻮ ﺷﻤﻊﻫﻤﭽﻮ ﺻﺒﺤﻢ ﯾﮏ ﻧﻔﺲ ﺑﺎﻗﯿﺴﺖ ﺑﺎ ﺩﯾﺪﺍﺭ ﺗﻮﭼﻬﺮﻩ ﺑﻨﻤﺎ ﺩﻟﺒﺮﺍ ﺗﺎ ﺟﺎﻥ ﺑﺮ ﺍﻓﺸﺎﻧﻢ ﭼﻮ ﺷﻤﻊﺳﺮﻓﺮﺍﺯﻡ ﮐﻦ ﺷﺒﯽ ﺍﺯ ﻭﺻﻞ ﺧﻮﺩ ﺍﯼ ﻧﺎﺯﻧﯿﻦﺗﺎ ﻣﻨﻮﺭ ﮔﺮﺩﺩ ﺍﺯ ﺩﯾﺪﺍﺭﺕ ﺍﯾﻮﺍﻧﻢ ﭼﻮ ﺷﻤﻊ)ﺣﺎﻓﻆ ﺷﯿﺮﺍﺯﯼ(  sepehr00 (13 years ago)ﻫﺮ ﮐﺲ ﺑﺪ ﻣﺎ ﺑﻪ ﺧﻠﻖ ﮔﻮﯾﺪ ﻣﺎ ﺩﯾﺪﻩ ﺑﻪ ﺑﺪ ﻧﻤﯽ ﺧﺮﺍﺷﯿﻢ ﻣﺎ ﻧﯿﮑﯽ ﺍﻭ ﺑﻪ ﺧﻠﻖ ﮔﻮﯾﯿﻢ ﺗﺎ ﻫﺮﺩﻭ ﺩﺭﻭﻍ ﮔﻔﺘﻪ ﺑﺎﺷﯿﻢ sepehr00 (13 years ago)ﻫﺮ ﮐﺲ ﺑﺪ ﻣﺎ ﺑﻪ ﺧﻠﻖ ﮔﻮﯾﺪ ﻣﺎ ﺩﯾﺪﻩ ﺑﻪ ﺑﺪ ﻧﻤﯽ ﺧﺮﺍﺷﯿﻢ ﻣﺎ ﻧﯿﮑﯽ ﺍﻭ ﺑﻪ ﺧﻠﻖ ﮔﻮﯾﯿﻢ ﺗﺎ ﻫﺮﺩﻭ ﺩﺭﻭﻍ ﮔﻔﺘﻪ ﺑﺎﺷﯿﻢ arya2085 (13 years ago)ﻗﺎﺻﺪﮎ ﻏﻢ ﺩﺍﺭﻡﻏﻢ ﺁﻭﺍﺭﮔﯽ ﻭ ﺩﺭﺑﻪ ﺩﺭﯼﻏﻢﺗﻨﻬﺎﯾﯽ ﻭ ﺧﻮﻧﯿﻦ ﺟﮕﺮﯼﻗﺎﺻﺪﮎ ﻭﺍﯼ ﺑﻪﻣﻦﻫﻤﻪ ﺍﺯ ﺧﻮﯾﺶ ﻣﺮﺍ ﻣﯽ ﺭﺍﻧﻨﺪﻫﻤﻪ ﺩﯾﻮﺍﻧﻪﻭﺩﯾﻮﺍﻧﻪ ﺗﺮﻡ ﻣﯽ ﺧﻮﺍﻧﻨﺪ!ﻣﺎﺩﺭ ﻣﻦ ﻏﻢ ﻫﺎﺳﺖﻣﻬﺪ ﻭﮔﻬﻮﺍﺭﻩ ﯼ ﻣﻦ ﻣﺎﺗﻢ ﻫﺎﺳﺖﻗﺎﺻﺪﮎ ﺩﺭﯾﺎﺑﻢ!ﺭﻭﺡﻣﻦ ﻋﺼﯿﺎﻥ ﺯﺩﻩ ﻭ ﻃﻮﻓﺎﻧﯿﺴﺖﺁﺳﻤﺎﻥ ﻧﮕﻬﻢﺑﺎﺭﺍﻧﯿﺴﺖ!ﻗﺎﺻﺪﮎ ﺩﯾﮕﺮ ﺍﺯ ﺍﯾﻦ ﭘﺲ ﻣﻨﻢﻭﺗﻨﻬﺎﯾﯽﻭﺑﻪ ﺗﻨﻬﺎﯾﯽ ﺧﻮﺩ ﺩﺭ ﻫﻮﺱ ﻋﯿﺴﺎﯾﯽﻭﺑﻪﻋﯿﺴﺎﯾﯽ ﺧﻮﺩ ﻣﻨﺘﻈﺮ ﻣﻌﺠﺰﻩ ﺍﯼﻏﻮﻏﺎﯾﯽﻗﺎﺻﺪﮎﺣﺎﻝ ﮔﺮﯾﺰﺵ ﺩﺍﺭﻡﻣﯽ ﮔﺮﯾﺰﻡ ﺑﻪ ﺟﻬﺎﻧﯽ ﮐﻪ ﻣﺮﺍﻧﺎﭘﯿﺪﺍﺳﺖﺷﺎﯾﺪ ﺁﻥ ﻧﯿﺰ ﻓﻘﻂ ﯾﮏ ﺭﻭﯾﺎﺳﺖ: ".....ﻣﻦﺑﻪ ﻳﺎﺩ ﺗﻮ ﻫﺴﺘﻢ arya2085 (13 years ago)ﺍﮔﺮ ﻧﻤﯽ ﺗﻮﺍﻧﯽ ﺑﻠﻮﻃﯽ ﺑﺮ ﻓﺮﺍﺯ ﺗﭙﻪ ﺍﯼ ﺑﺎﺷﯽﺑﻮﺗﻪ ﺍﯼ ﺩﺭ ﺩﺍﻣﻨﻪ ﺍﯼ ﺑﺎﺵﻭﻟﯽﺑﻬﺘﺮﯾﻦﺑﻮﺗﻪﺍﯼﺑﺎﺵﮐﻪﺩﺭﮐﻨﺎﺭﻩﺭﺍﻩﻣﯽ ﺭﻭﯾﺪﺍﮔﺮ ﻧﻤﯽ ﺗﻮﺍﻧﯽ ﺩﺭﺧﺖ ﺑﺎﺷﯽ،ﺑﻮﺗﻪ ﺑﺎﺵﺍﮔﺮﻧﻤﯽﺗﻮﺍﻧﯽﺑﻮﺗﻪﺍﯼﺑﺎﺷﯽ،ﻋﻠﻒﮐﻮﭼﮑﯽ ﺑﺎﺵﻭﭼﺸﻢﺍﻧﺪﺍﺯﮐﻨﺎﺭﺷﺎﻫﺮﺍﻫﯽﺭﺍﺷﺎﺩﻣﺎﻧﻪﺗﺮﮐﻦﺍﮔﺮ ﻧﻤﯽ ﺗﻮﺍﻧﯽ ﻧﻬﻨﮓ ﺑﺎﺷﯽ،ﻓﻘﻂ ﯾﮏ ﻣﺎﻫﯽﮐﻮﭼﮏ ﺑﺎﺵﻭﻟﯽ ﺑﺎﺯﯾﮕﻮﺵ ﺗﺮﯾﻦ ﻣﺎﻫﯽ ﺩﺭﯾﺎﭼﻪ!ﻫﻤﻪﻣﺎﺭﺍﮐﻪﻧﺎﺧﺪﺍﻧﻤﯽﮐﻦﻧﺪ،ﻣﻠﻮﺍﻥ ﻫﻢ ﻣﯽ ﺗﻮﺍﻥ ﺑﻮﺩﺩﺭ ﺍﯾﻦ ﺩﻧﯿﺎ ﺑﺮﺍﯼ ﻫﻤﻪ ﻣﺎ ﮐﺎﺭﯼ ﻫﺴﺖﮐﺎﺭﻫﺎﯼ ﺑﺰﺭﮒ ﻭﮐﺎﺭﻫﺎﯼ ﮐﻤﯽ ﮐﻮﭼﮑﺘﺮﻭﺁﻧﭽﻪﻭﻇﯿﻔﻪ ﻣﺎﺳﺖ،ﭼﻨﺪﺍﻥ ﺩﻭﺭ ﺍﺯ ﺩﺳﺘﺮﺱﻧﯿﺴﺖﺍﮔﺮﻧﻤﯽﺗﻮﺍﻧﯽﺷﺎﻫﺮﺍﻩﺑﺎﺷﯽ،ﮐﻮﺭﻩﺭﺍﻩﺑﺎﺵﺍﮔﺮ ﻧﻤﯽ ﺗﻮﻧﯽ ﺧﻮﺭﺷﯿﺪ ﺑﺎﺷﯽ،ﺳﺘﺎﺭﻩ ﺑﺎﺵﺑﺎ ﺑﺮﺩﻥ ﻭﺑﺎﺧﺘﻦ ﺍﻧﺪﺍﺯﻩ ﺍﺕ ﻧﻤﯽ ﮔﯿﺮﻧﺪﻫﺮ ﺁﻧﭽﻪ ﮐﻪ ﻫﺴﺘﯽ ﺑﻬﺘﺮﯾﻦ ﺑﺎﺵ sepehr00 (13 years ago)ﻣﮕﺬﺍﺭ ﮔﺬﺷﺖ ﺩﺭ ﺩﻟﺖ ﮔﻢ ﺑﺸﻮﺩ ﻣﺠﺬﻭﺏ ﺗﻠﺴﻢ ﺳﯿﺐ ﻭ ﮔﻨﺪﻡ ﺑﺸﻮﺩ ﻣﮕﺬﺍﺭ ﺯﻧﺪﮔﯽ ﺑﻪ ﺍﯾﻦ ﺷﯿﺮﯾﻨﯽ ﻗﺮﺑﺎﻧﯽ ﯾﮏ ﺳﻮﺀ ﺗﻔﺎﻫﻢ ﺑﺸﻮﺩ ﻣﺠﻨﻮﻥ ﺍﮔﺮ ﺍﺯ ﺁﺗﺶ ﻟﯿﻠﯽ ﺳﺮﺥ ﺍﺳﺖ ﯾﺎ ﻻﻟﻪ ﺍﮔﺮ ﺑﻪ ﻫﺮ ﺩﻟﯿﻠﯽ ﺳﺮﺥ ﺍﺳﺖ ﺷﺮﺡ ﺩﻝ ﻣﺎ ﺣﯿﻒ ﺍﺳﺖ ﮐﻪ ﭘﻨﻬﺎﻥ ﺑﺎﺷﺪ ﺍﯾﻦ ﺻﻮﺭﺕ ﻣﺎ ﺑﻪ ﺿﺮﺏ ﺳﯿﻠﯽ ﺳﺮﺥ ﺍﺳﺖ arya2085 (13 years ago)ﺍﺯ ﺳﻴﻨﻪ ﺗﻨﮕﻢ ﺩﻝ ﺩﻳﻮﺍﻧﻪ ﮔﺮﻳﺰﺩﺩﻳﻮﺍﻧﻪ ﻋﺠﺐ ﻧﻴﺴﺖ ﻛﻪ ﺍﺯ ﺧﺎﻧﻪ ﮔﺮﻳﺰﺩﻋﺎﺷﻘﻲ ﭘﻴﺪﺍﺳﺖ ﺍﺯ ﺯﺍﺭﻱ ﺩﻝﻧﻴﺴﺖ ﺑﻴﻤﺎﺭﻱ ﭼﻮ ﺑﻴﻤﺎﺭﻱ ﺩﻝﺭﻭﺯﺍﺣﺒﺎﺏ ﺗﻮ ﻧﻮﺭﺍﻧﻲ ﺍﻟﻲ ﻳﻮﻡ ﺍﻟﺤﺴﺎﺏﺭﻭﺯﺍﻋﺪﺍﻱ ﺗﻮ ﻇﻠﻤﺎﻧﻲ ﺍﻟﻲ ﻳﻮﻡ ﺍﻟﻘﻴﺎﻡﺩﻳﻮﺍﻧﻪ ﻛﺮﺩ ﺁﺭﺯﻭﻱ ﻭﺻﻞ ﺍﻭ ﻣﺮﺍﺍﺯ ﺳﺮ ﺑﺮﻭﻥ ﻧﻤﻲﺭﻭﺩ ﺍﻳﻦ ﺁﺭﺯﻭ ﻣﺮﮔﻔﺘﻤﺶ ﻧﻘﺎﺵ ﺭﺍ ﻧﻘﺸﻲ ﺑﻜﺶ ﺍﺯ ﺯﻧﺪﮔﻲﺑﺎ ﻗﻠﻢ ﻧﻘﺶ ﺣﺒﺎﺑﻲ ﺑﺮ ﻟﺐ ﺩﺭﻳﺎ ﻛﺸﻴﺪﺁﻧﻜﺔﻋﺎﺷﻘﺎﻧﺔﺧﻨﺪﻳﺪﺧﻨﺪﻫﺎﻱ ﻣﻨﻮﺩﺯﺩﻳﺪﭘﺸﺖ ﭘﻠﻚ ﻣﻬﺮﺑﻮﻧﻲ ﺧﻮﺍﺏ ﻳﻚ ﺗﻮﻃﺌﺔﻣﻴﺪﻳﺪﺗﻮﺭﺍﻣﻴﺒﻴﻨﻢ ﻭﻣﻴﻠﻢ ﺯﻳﺎﺩﺕ ﻣﻴﺸﻮﺩ ﻫﺮﺩﻡﺗﻮﺭﺍﻣﻴﺒﻴﻨﻢ ﻭﺩﺭﺩﻡ ﺯﻳﺎﺩﺕ ﻣﻴﺸﻮﺩ ﺩﺭﺩﻡﻫﺮﻛﺴﻲ ﻫﻢ ﻧﻔﺴﻢ ﺷﺪﺩﺳﺖ ﺁﺧﺮﻗﻔﺴﻢﺷﺪﻣﻨﻪ ﺳﺎﺩﻩ ﺑﺨﻴﺎﻟﻢ ﻛﻪ ﻫﻤﻪ ﻛﺎﺭﻭﻛﺴﻢ ﺷﺪﻧﻴﺎﺯﺍﺭﻡ ﺯ ﺧﻮﺩ ﻫﺮﮔﺰ ﺩﻟﻲ ﺭﺍﻛﻪ ﻣﻲ ﺗﺮﺳﻢ ﺩﺭ ﺁﻥ ﺟﺎﻱ ﺗﻮ ﺑﺎﺷﺪﮔﺮ ﺑﻲ ﺧﺒﺮ ﺁﻣﺪﻳﻢ ﺑﻪ ﻛﻮﻱ ﺗﻮ،ﺩﻭﺭ ﻧﻴﺴﺖﻓﺮﺻﺖ ﻧﻴﺎﻓﺘﻴﻢ ﻛﻪ ﺧﻮﺩ ﺭﺍ ﺧﺒﺮ ﻛﻨﻴﻢﮔﺮﭼﻪ ﻣﯿﺪﺍﻧﻢ ﻧﻤﻲﺁﻳﺪ،ﻭﻟﻲ ﻫﺮﺩﻡ ﺍﺯ ﺷﻮﻕﺳﻮﻱ ﺩﺭﻣﻲﺁﻳﻢ ﻭ ﻫﺮﺳﻮ،ﻧﮕﺎﻫﻲ ﻣﯿﮑﻨﻢﺍﺯ ﺳﻮﺯ ﻣﺤﺒﺖ ﭼﻪ ﺧﺒﺮ ﺍﻫﻞ ﻫﻮﺱ ﺭﺍﺍﻳﻦ ﺍﺗﺶ ﻋﺸﻖ ﺍﺳﺖ ﻧﺴﻮﺯﺩ ﻫﻤﻪ ﻛﺲ ﺭﺍﺁﻭﺭﻡ ﭘﻴﺶ ﺗﻮ ﺍﺯ ﺷﻮﻕ ﭘﻴﺎﻡ ﺩﮔﺮﺍﻥﮔﻮﻳﻤﺖ ﺗﺎ ﺳﺨﻦ ﺧﻮﻳﺶ ﺑﻪ ﻧﺎﻡ ﺩﮔﺮﺍﻥﻣﻦ ﺑﺨﺎﻝ ﻟﺒﺖ ﺍﻱ ﺩﻭﺳﺖ ﮔﺮﻓﺘﺎﺭ ﺷﺪﻡﭼﺸﻢ ﺑﻴﻤﺎﺭ ﺗﻮ ﺭﺍ ﺩﻳﺪﻡ ﻭ ﺑﻴﻤﺎﺭ ﺷﺪﻡﮔﺎﻩ ﮔﺎﻫﻲ ﺑﻪ ﻣﻦ ﺍﺯﻣﻬﺮ ﭘﻴﺎﻣﻲ ﺑﻔﺮﺳﺖﻓﺎﺭﻍ ﺍﺯﺣﺎﻝ ﺧﻮﺩ ﻭ ﺟﺎﻥ ﻭ ﺟﻬﺎﻧﻢ ﻣﮕﺬﺍﺭﻏﻤﻲ ﺧﻮﺍﻫﻢ ﻛﻪ ﻏﻤﺨﻮﺍﺭﻡ ﺗﻮ ﺑﺎﺷﻲﺩﻟﻲ ﺧﻮﺍﻫﻢ ﻛﻪ ﺩﻝ ﺁﺯﺍﺭﻡ ﺗﻮ ﺑﺎﺷﻲﮔﺮ ﻧﺮﺥ ﺑﻮﺳﻪ ﺭﺍ ﻟﺐ ﺟﺎﻧﺎﻥ ﺑﻪ ﺟﺎﻥ ﻛﻨﺪﺣﺎﺷﺎ ﻛﻪ ﻣﺸﺘﺮﻱ ﺳﺮ ﻣﻮﻳﻲ ﺯﻳﺎﻥ ﻛﻨﺪﮔﺮ ﻫﻴﭻ ﻣﺮﺍ ﺩﺭ ﺩﻝ ﺗﻮ ﺟﺎﺳﺖ ﺑﮕﻮﮔﺮ ﻫﺴﺖ ﺑﮕﻮ ﻧﻴﺴﺖ ﺑﮕﻮ ﺭﺍﺳﺖ ﺑﮕﻮﺻﺒﺮ ﺩﺭ ﺟﻮﺭ ﻭ ﺟﻔﺎﻱ ﺗﻮ ﻏﻠﻂ ﺑﻮﺩ ﻏﻠﻂﺗﻜﻴﻪ ﺑﺮ ﻋﻬﺪ ﻭ ﻭﻓﺎﻱ ﺗﻮ ﻏﻠﻂ ﺑﻮﺩ ﻏﻠﻂﮔﺮﭼﻪ ﻫﺮﻟﺤﻈﻪ ﺯﺑﻴﺪﺍﺩ ﺗﻮ ﺧﻮﻧﻴﻦ ﺟﮕﺮﻡﻫﻢ ﺑﺠﺎﻥ ﺗﻮﻛﻪ ﺍﺯﺟﺎﻥ ﺑﺘﻮ ﻣﺸﺘﺎﻕ ﺗﺮﻡﻏﻴﺮ ﺍﺯ ﻏﻢ ﻋﺸﻖ ﺗﻮ ﻧﺪﺍﺭﻡ,ﻏﻢ ﺩﻳﮕﺮﺷﺎﺩﻡ ﻛﻪ ﺟﺰ ﺍﻳﻦ ﻧﻴﺴﺖ ﻣﺮﺍ ﻫﻤﺪﻡ ﺩﻳﮕﺮﺩﻝ ﻛﻪ ﺁﺷﻔﺘﻪ ﺭﻭﻱ ﺗﻮ ﻧﺒﺎﺷﺪ ﺩﻝ ﻧﻴﺴﺖﺁﻧﻜﻪ ﺩﻳﻮﺍﻧﻪ ﺧﺎﻝ ﺗﻮ ﻧﺸﺪ ﻋﺎﻗﻞ ﻧﻴﺴﺖﺯﺩﺭﺩ ﻋﺸﻖ ﺗﻮﺑﺎ ﻛﺲ ﺣﻜﺎﻳﺘﻲ ﻛﻪ ﻧﻜﺮﺩﻡﭼﺮﺍ ﺟﻔﺎﻱ ﺗﻮ ﻛﻢ ﺷﺪ؟ﺷﻜﺎﻳﺘﻲ ﻛﻪ ﻧﻜﺮﺩﻡﺗﻮ ﻛﻴﺴﺘﻲ،ﻛﻪ ﺍﻳﻨﮕﻮﻧﻪ،ﺑﻲ ﺗﻮ ﺑﻲ ﺗﺎﺑﻢ؟ﺷﺐ ﺍﺯ ﻫﺠﻮﻡ ﺧﻴﺎﻟﺖ ﻧﻤﻲ ﺑﺮﺩ ﺧﻮﺍﺑﻢ arya2085 (13 years ago))ﮔﺎﻫﯽ ﺑﻪ ﻧﮕﺎﻫﺖ ﻧﮕﺎﻩﻛﻦﺍﻧﯿﺸﺘﯿﻦﻣﯽﮔﻔﺖ» :ﺁﻧﭽﻪﺩﺭﻣﻐﺰﺗﺎﻥﻣﯽﮔﺬﺭﺩ،ﺟﻬﺎﻧﺘﺎﻥﺭﺍﻣﯽﺁﻓﺮﯾﻨﺪﺍﺳﺘﻔﺎﻥ ﻛﺎﻭﯼ)ﺍﺯﺳﺮﺷﻨﺎﺳﺘﺮﯾﻦﭼﻬﺮﻩﻫﺎﯼ ﻋﻠﻢ ﻣﯽﮔﻮﯾﺪ»:ﺍﮔﺮ ﻣﯽﺧﻮﺍﻫﯿﺪﺩﺭ ﺯﻧﺪﮔﯽ ﻭﺭﻭﺍﺑﻂﺷﺨﺼﯽﺗﺎﻥ ﺗﻐﯿﯿﺮﺍﺕﺟﺰﯾﯽ ﺑﻪ ﻭﺟﻮﺩﺁﻭﺭﯾﺪﺑﻪ ﮔﺮﺍﯾﺶﻫﺎ ﻭﺭﻓﺘﺎﺭﺗﺎﻥ ﺗﻮﺟﻪ ﻛﻨﯿﺪ؛ﺍﻣﺎ ﺍﮔﺮﺩﻟﺘﺎﻥﻣﯽﺧﻮﺍﻫﺪ ﻗﺪﻡﻫﺎﯼﻛﻮﺍﻧﺘﻮﻣﯽﺑﺮﺩﺍﺭﯾﺪ ﻭﺗﻐﯿﯿﺮﺍﺕ ﺍﺳﺎﺳﯽ ﺩﺭﺯﻧﺪﮔﯽﺗﺎﻥﺍﯾﺠﺎﺩ ﻛﻨﯿﺪﺑﺎﯾﺪ ﻧﮕﺮﺵﻫﺎ ﻭﺑﺮﺩﺍﺷﺖﻫﺎﯾﺘﺎﻥ ﺭﺍﻋﻮﺽﻛﻨﯿﺪ«.ﺍﻭﺣﺮﻓﻬﺎﯾﺶ ﺭﺍ ﺑﺎ ﯾﻚ ﻣﺜﺎﻝ ﺧﻮﺏ ﻭﻭﺍﻗﻌﯽ،ﻣﻠﻤﻮﺱﺗﺮ ﻣﯽﻛﻨﺪ»:ﺻﺒﺢ ﯾﻚ ﺭﻭﺯﺗﻌﻄﯿﻞﺩﺭﻧﯿﻮﯾﻮﺭﻙ ﺳﻮﺍﺭ ﺍﺗﻮﺑﻮﺱ ﺷﺪﻡ.ﺗﻘﺮﯾﺒﺎًﯾﻚﺳﻮﻡ ﺍﺗﻮﺑﻮﺱ ﭘﺮ ﺷﺪﻩ ﺑﻮﺩ.ﺑﯿﺸﺘﺮﻣﺮﺩﻡﺁﺭﺍﻡﻧﺸﺴﺘﻪ ﺑﻮﺩﻧﺪ ﻭ ﯾﺎ ﺳﺮﺷﺎﻥ ﺑﻪﭼﯿﺰﯼﮔﺮﻡ ﺑﻮﺩﻭ ﺩﺭﻣﺠﻤﻮﻉ ﻓﻀﺎﯾﯽﺳﺮﺷﺎﺭ ﺍﺯﺁﺭﺍﻣﺶ ﻭﺳﻜﻮﺗﯽ ﺩﻟﭙﺬﯾﺮ ﺑﺮﻗﺮﺍﺭﺑﻮﺩ ﺗﺎ ﺍﯾﻨﻜﻪﻣﺮﺩﻣﯿﺎﻧﺴﺎﻟﯽ ﺑﺎ ﺑﭽﻪﻫﺎﯾﺶﺳﻮﺍﺭ ﺍﺗﻮﺑﻮﺱﺷﺪ ﻭﺑﻼﻓﺎﺻﻠﻪ ﻓﻀﺎﯼﺍﺗﻮﺑﻮﺱ ﺗﻐﯿﯿﺮﻛﺮﺩ.ﺑﭽﻪﻫﺎﯾﺶ ﺩﺍﺩ ﻭ ﺑﯿﺪﺍﺩﺭﺍﻩ ﺍﻧﺪﺍﺧﺘﻨﺪ ﻭﻣﺪﺍﻡ ﺑﻪﻃﺮﻑ ﻫﻤﺪﯾﮕﺮ ﭼﯿﺰﭘﺮﺗﺎﺏ ﻣﯽﻛﺮﺩﻧﺪ.ﯾﻜﯽ ﺍﺯﺑﭽﻪﻫﺎ ﺑﺎ ﺻﺪﺍﯼﺑﻠﻨﺪ ﮔﺮﯾﻪ ﻣﯽﻛﺮﺩ ﻭﯾﻜﯽﺩﯾﮕﺮ ﺭﻭﺯﻧﺎﻣﻪ ﺭﺍ ﺍﺯﺩﺳﺖ ﺍﯾﻦ ﻭ ﺁﻥﻣﯽﻛﺸﯿﺪﻭ ﺧﻼﺻﻪ ﺍﻋﺼﺎﺏﻫﻤﻪﻣﺎﻥ ﺗﻮﯼﺍﺗﻮﺑﻮﺱﺧﺮﺩ ﺷﺪﻩ ﺑﻮﺩ.ﺍﻣﺎﭘﺪﺭ ﺁﻥ ﺑﭽﻪﻫﺎﻛﻪ ﺩﻗﯿﻘﺎً ﺩﺭﺻﻨﺪﻟﯽ ﺟﻠﻮﯾﯽﻣﻦ ﻧﺸﺴﺘﻪﺑﻮﺩ،ﺍﺻﻼً ﺑﻪﺭﻭﯼ ﺧﻮﺩﺵﻧﻤﯽﺁﻭﺭﺩ ﻭ ﻏﺮﻕﺩﺭ ﺍﻓﻜﺎﺭﺧﻮﺩﺵ ﺑﻮﺩ.ﺑﺎﻻﺧﺮﻩ ﺻﺒﺮﻡ ﻟﺒﺮﯾﺰﺷﺪ ﻭ ﺯﺑﺎﻥﺑﻪ ﺍﻋﺘﺮﺍﺽﺑﺎﺯﻛﺮﺩﻡ ﻛﻪ» :ﺁﻗﺎﯼﻣﺤﺘﺮﻡ!ﺑﭽﻪﻫﺎﯾﺘﺎﻥﻭﺍﻗﻌﺎً ﺩﺍﺭﻧﺪ ﻫﻤﻪ ﺭﺍﺁﺯﺍﺭﻣﯽﺩﻫﻨﺪ.ﺷﻤﺎﻧﻤﯽﺧﻮﺍﻫﯿﺪ ﺟﻠﻮﯾﺸﺎﻥﺭﺍﺑﮕﯿﺮﯾﺪ؟«ﻣﺮﺩ ﻛﻪﺍﻧﮕﺎﺭ ﺗﺎﺯﻩ ﻣﺘﻮﺟﻪ ﺷﺪﻩﺑﻮﺩﭼﻪ ﺍﺗﻔﺎﻗﯽ ﺩﺍﺭﺩﻣﯽﺍﻓﺘﺪ،ﻛﻤﯽ ﺧﻮﺩﺵﺭﺍﺭﻭﯼ ﺻﻨﺪﻟﯽﺟﺎﺑﺠﺎ ﻛﺮﺩ ﻭ ﮔﻔﺖ:ﺑﻠﻪ،ﺣﻖﺑﺎﺷﻤﺎﺳﺖ.ﻭﺍﻗﻌﺎً ﻣﺘﺎﺳﻔﻢ.ﺭﺍﺳﺘﺶ ﻣﺎﺩﺍﺭﯾﻢﺍﺯﺑﯿﻤﺎﺭﺳﺘﺎﻧﯽ ﺑﺮﻣﯽﮔﺮﺩﯾﻢ ﻛﻪﻫﻤﺴﺮﻡ،ﻣﺎﺩﺭﻫﻤﯿﻦ ﺑﭽﻪﻫﺎ0ﻧﯿﻢ ﺳﺎﻋﺖﭘﯿﺶ ﺩﺭﺁﻧﺠﺎﻣﺮﺩﻩ ﺍﺳﺖ..ﻣﻦ ﻭﺍﻗﻌﺎً ﮔﯿﺠﻢﻭﻧﻤﯽﺩﺍﻧﻢ ﺑﺎﯾﺪﺑﻪ ﺍﯾﻦ ﺑﭽﻪﻫﺎ ﭼﻪﺑﮕﻮﯾﻢ.ﻧﻤﯽﺩﺍﻧﻢ ﻛﻪ ﺧﻮﺩﻡﺑﺎﯾﺪ ﭼﻪ ﻛﺎﺭ ﻛﻨﻢﻭ...ﻭﺑﻐﻀﺶ ﺗﺮﻛﯿﺪ ﻭﺍﺷﻜﺶﺳﺮﺍﺯﯾﺮﺷﺪ«.ﺍﺳﺘﻔﺎﻥ ﻛﺎﻭﯼ ﺑﻼﻓﺎﺻﻠﻪ ﭘﺲ ﺍﺯﻧﻘﻞﺍﯾﻦﺧﺎﻃﺮﻩ ﻣﯽﭘﺮﺳﺪ»:ﺻﺎﺩﻗﺎﻧﻪ ﺑﮕﻮﯾﯿﺪﺁﯾﺎﺍﻛﻨﻮﻥﺍﯾﻦ ﻭﺿﻌﯿﺖ ﺭﺍ ﺑﻪ ﻃﻮﺭﻣﺘﻔﺎﻭﺗﯽﻧﻤﯽﺑﯿﻨﯿﺪ؟ﭼﺮﺍ ﺍﯾﻦ ﻃﻮﺭ ﺍﺳﺖ؟ ﺁﯾﺎﺩﻟﯿﻠﯽ ﺑﻪﺟﺰ ﺍﯾﻦ ﺩﺍﺭﺩﻛﻪ ﻧﮕﺮﺵ ﺷﻤﺎ ﻧﺴﺒﺖﺑﻪ ﺁﻥﻣﺮﺩ ﻋﻮﺽﺷﺪﻩ ﺍﺳﺖ؟«ﻭ ﺧﻮﺩﺵﺍﺩﺍﻣﻪﻣﯽﺩﻫﺪ ﻛﻪ»:ﺭﺍﺳﺘﺶ ﻣﻦ ﺧﻮﺩﻡﻫﻢﺑﻼﻓﺎﺻﻠﻪ ﻧﮕﺮﺷﻢﻋﻮﺽ ﺷﺪ ﻭﺩﻟﺴﻮﺯﺍﻧﻪ ﺑﻪﺁﻥ ﻣﺮﺩ ﮔﻔﺘﻢ:ﻭﺍﻗﻌﺎً ﻣﺮﺍﺑﺒﺨﺸﯿﺪ.ﻧﻤﯽﺩﺍﻧﺴﺘﻢ.ﺁﯾﺎ ﻛﻤﻜﯽ ﺍﺯﺩﺳﺖﻣﻦ ﺳﺎﺧﺘﻪﺍﺳﺖ؟ ﻭ....ﺍﮔﺮ ﭼﻪ ﺗﺎ ﻫﻤﯿﻦ ﭼﻨﺪﻟﺤﻈﻪﭘﯿﺶ ﻧﺎﺭﺍﺣﺖﺑﻮﺩﻡ ﻛﻪ ﺍﯾﻦ ﻣﺮﺩﭼﻄﻮﺭﻣﯽﺗﻮﺍﻧﺪ ﺗﺎ ﺍﯾﻦﺍﻧﺪﺍﺯﻩ ﺑﯽﻣﻼﺣﻈﻪﺑﺎﺷﺪ0ﺍﻣﺎﻧﺎﮔﻬﺎﻥ ﺑﺎ ﺗﻐﯿﯿﺮﻧﮕﺮﺷﻢ ﻫﻤﻪ ﭼﯿﺰﻋﻮﺽﺷﺪ ﻭ ﻣﻦ ﺍﺯ ﺻﻤﯿﻢﻗﻠﺐ ﻣﯽﺧﻮﺍﺳﺘﻢﻛﻪ ﻫﺮﻛﻤﻜﯽ ﺍﺯ ﺩﺳﺘﻢﺳﺎﺧﺘﻪ ﺍﺳﺖ ﺍﻧﺠﺎﻡﺑﺪﻫﻢ | |
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